The blog of magic-mouse

So today i got in to cooking and cleanning ... basicly what ive done but it feels nice to get some stuff done at home and get some good food.

Today i went shopping. Not the kind where you go and spend alot of money but the kind where you have a huge list and then you go in to a store and buy alot of food. It is a wonderfull feeling having the fridge and freezer full again.

And i figured out that my daughters destny is to be cute. As she was born to be cute. And she gets more cute everyday.

It is incredible that something that size can affect someone so much.

A wave of happiness washes over me when she lies on my chest. A feeling of total happiness washes over me when she looks at me, a feeling of total happiess fills my heart when i see her.

I can look at her and think: "I will give you what ever i can, my heart,  my life if thats what it takes" and iv only known her for 15 days.

Writers Block

I have writers block, or at least i think so. I have been sitting so many times trying to figure out what to write. And how to write it.

It is not because i don't have anything to write about. For a change my world is so packed with events, that i just have to pick. I think the reason that i cant write is because the events that have happened the last 14 days is above my ability to comprehend.

And if i can't understand it i cant write about it. Becoming dad is a huge thing, a lot bigger than anyone can imagine. If you haven't tried it before ofcuase.

Being dad

Being dad is awsome, i could do it over and over again, the only problem is that i have to get my other part of the ”production” to agree with the decition and i allso need to have this wierd stuff called money to support my little wonder. I love my little wonder. My princess. The most beautyfull thing in the world. When she sleeps on the chest of her mother the picture is so beautyfull that it sometimes forces tears in my eyes.

Being kind

She is so kind. The kindest little thing in the world. She barely cries. She comes with squeak sounds. Informing that she wants somehting and she lies patient waiting for her to get it her way.

She rarely cries and when she does there is some seriously wrong and requires imedietly attention. But she is so nice and kind. I hope she stays that way.

Being Proud

I can't deny at anypoint that im not proud. Im not denying and im not hiding it. I can scream to the world that she is the most beautyfull cute nice wonderfull amazing baby. And she got my eyes.

Then again, why would i hide it and not saying so, it makes no sense and have no point. She is the most wonderfull, and im so proud of her, and i want her to know that.

I want her to know that she is loved, and that we are proud of her.